The Coral called life
its a funny world , damn funny world.
Yesterday one of my friends asks me for advice, when , i am stuck in a log jam i have no idea of.
Day before yesterday i talk to a friend who is stressed and hates his job , because of his extreme work loads, and i am stressed and hate mine , becoz i ain't got work.
People say , young tyros like us have huge expectations from life. My sis asks me for advice on coping up with her romance , when i sure couldn't manage any.
I, Tanmay Prusty in a city of over 10 mn ppl am lonely. I tanmay Prusty with over 170 friends in orkut , don't have any body to talk too.
This friday was spent walking back home, in an effort to get tired and therfore immediately go to sleep.The saturday was worse.Both my flatmates working, and i twiddling my thumb.The sunday though was awesome, when atleast one of them decided, that he had worked enough for the week.
Now i understand, what call centre workers go through, what people in the bench go through, what being in between projects is all about. The funny thing is it took an Old economy company to teach me that.
So i get confused. I put a spirited attempt to get going with my life. I sure tried hard , but fell flat on my face, in fact fell into a muddy pit which has discolured my face. What the heck i tried.
I was told i was immaturish, kiddish and in search of a better toy, because i had been given a bad one.and i was told i am wrong to call it a bad toy.
Anyways , i have a year , where i can either keep crying or keep working. Lets hope that i am self motivated enough to do the same.
It never really has been one of my strenghts. I remember the only engg exam that i flunked was the one where i had the most holidays. I remember the exam that i screwed up in 10th boards was the one which had a week off.
If i were to bet money on my self, i wouldn't. For the simple fact that my track record belies it.But then people cahnge.
I today compromised, rather to put it more modestly rationalised my expectations. This is the first in the series of decisions i shall be making in life, to respect the mediocricity of life.
This after all is a coral called life.
Yesterday one of my friends asks me for advice, when , i am stuck in a log jam i have no idea of.
Day before yesterday i talk to a friend who is stressed and hates his job , because of his extreme work loads, and i am stressed and hate mine , becoz i ain't got work.
People say , young tyros like us have huge expectations from life. My sis asks me for advice on coping up with her romance , when i sure couldn't manage any.
I, Tanmay Prusty in a city of over 10 mn ppl am lonely. I tanmay Prusty with over 170 friends in orkut , don't have any body to talk too.
This friday was spent walking back home, in an effort to get tired and therfore immediately go to sleep.The saturday was worse.Both my flatmates working, and i twiddling my thumb.The sunday though was awesome, when atleast one of them decided, that he had worked enough for the week.
Now i understand, what call centre workers go through, what people in the bench go through, what being in between projects is all about. The funny thing is it took an Old economy company to teach me that.
So i get confused. I put a spirited attempt to get going with my life. I sure tried hard , but fell flat on my face, in fact fell into a muddy pit which has discolured my face. What the heck i tried.
I was told i was immaturish, kiddish and in search of a better toy, because i had been given a bad one.and i was told i am wrong to call it a bad toy.
Anyways , i have a year , where i can either keep crying or keep working. Lets hope that i am self motivated enough to do the same.
It never really has been one of my strenghts. I remember the only engg exam that i flunked was the one where i had the most holidays. I remember the exam that i screwed up in 10th boards was the one which had a week off.
If i were to bet money on my self, i wouldn't. For the simple fact that my track record belies it.But then people cahnge.
I today compromised, rather to put it more modestly rationalised my expectations. This is the first in the series of decisions i shall be making in life, to respect the mediocricity of life.
This after all is a coral called life.
posted by tanmay at
1:18 AM
2 Comments:
Alone? Care to call up sometime Prusty...Your jogging partner got himself a spinal disc dislocation.
oyee pusty tusty..
itni tension nahi lena ka.
no ladki no tension..
life main teen cheez mangta..
daru ..
sutta
aur daru..
mast rehene kaa..
hook up wit my bong friend roopak..he's a chiller !
tc
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